It really seems like an unusual and uncomfortable fact that I made this blog around two years back and today is the day when I am writing my first post. feeling sad and happy both on this occasion. sad because i kept myself away from this amazing component of google services for so long and happy for,  at least  i am doing it finally. I now promise myself to speak my mind out for at least one thing out of many that strike me each day.

I am an idealist and and in humanitarian sector by choice. actually of the statement by choice, i am really not sure of. but what i am sure about myself is that i am a highly inspired personnel, a jingoistic who wants to do so much for nation, every humanitarian cause stirs my soul. but then i lack efforts. things just remain in my mind and heart, never comes in action. I plan well and hard, but execution is not even 10 % of what i think. good thing is that i am aware of my loopholes and weakness but sad part is that i have never worked on them with commitment and determination. I find myself a looser in front of life, a loser who could have been a fantastic and remarkable winner in life. I want an identity for myself, someone who did remarkable job for society.

one more thing, because i never share anything running in mind and heart with anyone so i could never attain any advice or help from anyone. I have always been afraid of being judged, to be precise judged negatively. but I think this blog will bring me solution of this. I normally think that whatever i do think is impractical and stupid. people already know about it and my perspective is an immature ones and will bring me brutal mockery. But i will believe in this blog to bring me solution of this hurdle of mine. Even if no one is reading it still i am sure just by expressing myself honestly will help me to change. CHANGE TO WIN.

will c u tomorrow onwards.