back after years and this time to be regular and more disciplined. same words i uttered few years back but this times things have to change, they have no choice but to change. some remarkable and heartbreaking things has occurred simultaneously in gap period. Will try to give those feelings proper words. even after daring to put things in front of billions via Internet, I am still hoping that no one is reading it and this page will remain my personal regime. people are going ahead in race of life. settling in their targeted careers and marrying their sweethearts but somewhere I am lost in race and thrown our unknowingly. So is to continue as a looser throughout my life has become my destiny and will this route throughout. cant I change things, cant I turn negativity upside down. is there any thing left in me or did i ever possess that potential?